just another day here. I was sick yesturday, but I do feel a little better today. Work is hectic, and classes are a lot of fun. I am taking the neighborhood college, and am learning a lot about Hagerstown. In 2 weeks I go out with the fire department, which I think will be fun. The yard sale last weekend went great. mom made money and so did I. I am starting to think about college classes that start in July and more that start in August. I should be hearing soon from all the different scholorships I have applied for

Mothers Day

I spent Mothers Day with my mom, greg, jimmy, denise and madison also came up. We had a wonderful time together. That part of the day was great. I spent a lot of the day thinking about my kids, I miss them so much. Its been 4 years now since they were taken from me. I know in my heart they are in heaven with their grandfather and great grandmother. I know they are in good hands, but my hands wish to hold them, to hug them, to play with them. Alisha, Katrina, and Jr are missed and thought of often not only by me, but by the whole family. on a better note. I am getting ready to celebrate my 15th anniversary on Thursday. It doesn't feel that long at all.

Finals are over, but grades are not posted yet. I just found out a very good friend of mine and her husband were in a horrible car accident. She is in ICU, but her husband didn't make it. He was pronounced dead at the hospital.  I just wish there was something I can do to help her. This past weekend I was at moms, helping her. Work is crazy right now, but other than that I think things are ok. I don't know really, I don't know which way to turn, I get so frustrated at times. My anniversary is coming up, I don't know what to get Greg for that. I have really put him through hell the past few years, He is such a great man, he is very understanding. He is pushing me to finish school and supporting me while I do this.