Pictures of Maddie

Here are recent pictures of Madison. Some were taken today, some last week and yes some are left from Easter lol

Things here are going ok, Work is busy, school is hectic, same as usual I guess. I am working on a project for my class now, I thought it was rough getting up in front of class, for this project I have to do it on TV. I am now starting to think about the fall semester, that is coming up fast. I haven't heard anything about any of the scholarships I have applied for yet, I really hope I get at least one. the bill for the fall semester is 1800 buck, and that is without the books I need to buy. I don't know what I am going to do about needing this money, its driving me crazy thinking about it. I want to finish school so bad, I want to prove to myself I can do it, I promised dad and grandma I would finish and get a better job. After I get my AA I want to transfer so I can get my bachelors in Social Work. There have been times in my life when I needed help and I want the opportunity to help others.

just another day here. I was sick yesturday, but I do feel a little better today. Work is hectic, and classes are a lot of fun. I am taking the neighborhood college, and am learning a lot about Hagerstown. In 2 weeks I go out with the fire department, which I think will be fun. The yard sale last weekend went great. mom made money and so did I. I am starting to think about college classes that start in July and more that start in August. I should be hearing soon from all the different scholorships I have applied for

Mothers Day

I spent Mothers Day with my mom, greg, jimmy, denise and madison also came up. We had a wonderful time together. That part of the day was great. I spent a lot of the day thinking about my kids, I miss them so much. Its been 4 years now since they were taken from me. I know in my heart they are in heaven with their grandfather and great grandmother. I know they are in good hands, but my hands wish to hold them, to hug them, to play with them. Alisha, Katrina, and Jr are missed and thought of often not only by me, but by the whole family. on a better note. I am getting ready to celebrate my 15th anniversary on Thursday. It doesn't feel that long at all.

Finals are over, but grades are not posted yet. I just found out a very good friend of mine and her husband were in a horrible car accident. She is in ICU, but her husband didn't make it. He was pronounced dead at the hospital.  I just wish there was something I can do to help her. This past weekend I was at moms, helping her. Work is crazy right now, but other than that I think things are ok. I don't know really, I don't know which way to turn, I get so frustrated at times. My anniversary is coming up, I don't know what to get Greg for that. I have really put him through hell the past few years, He is such a great man, he is very understanding. He is pushing me to finish school and supporting me while I do this.

National Day Of Silence

Tommorrow is the National Day of Silence. You can find out more about this by clicking on the following links, The National Day of Silence----------The Day of Silence. I am the Vice President of C.A.T.S.( Caring Accepting Transistion into Society)  it is a gay-straight alliance at the college. We are having an awareness day where we will have tables set up all around campus with information on them ranging from homelessness, to gay marriage, to hate crimes. We will conclude the event with a special showing of "The Laramie Project" at 7 pm followed by a discussion session

Easter

Here are some pictures from Easter Sunday. We had a wonderful time. We went to my sister in laws mothers house for dinner and got to spoil Madison most of the day. We all had a wonderful day. I just wish dad and grandma was here to be with us to. I miss them both so much. I will be doing another post right after this one on a different subject